Kevin

Life Feels A Bit Empty (Love Sucks) | Feeling The Past and Letting It Go, and Now It Doesn’t

I just recently changed the theme from the website from New Gamer to Ascendant, and the website looks much nicer and cleaner. I used to really enjoy blogging, but right now, I feel like so many things are pointless. Recently, life has just felt… empty. Silent. Disconnected. Just there. I used to enjoy sharing my feelings. Now, I’m afraid that one blog post or one thing I do will define who I am. I’ve missed writing. Perhaps that is one…

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Sharing a Weird Dream

I had a weird dream. I was with a girlfriend or ex. It was nighttime and late. I had previously starred in a major motion picture romance movie as one of the major characters, and I was apparently unaware of how it affected my life and its importance. I was a celebrity, or close to it or was one before. Plenty of people knew who I was. I know all this because I said to my gf/ex, “I didn’t know…

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Life’s Infinite Loop: Life Can Be Exhausting, Especially When Stuck in an Infinite Loop; Wait Till It Ends?

Right now, it’s 3:14 A.M. I’m pretty exhausted from the work week and from doing graduate school work. I also still try to do hobbies. I guess I at least have a good reason to be tired and exhausted from having such a jam packed schedule. I wanted to start a website for my pillow idea, but I feel that I don’t have the time, especially the money even, because the utility bill is due and then so is rent…

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Being Stuck In The Current of Life

Stuck in the wonderful traffic of Pittsburgh, driving through the Squirrel Hill Tunnel and the Fort Pitt Tunnel while listening to “As The Rush Comes” and various mixes. The driver in front of me is smoking and the putrid burnt smell comes into the car. There’s a plane flying some stupid ad behind it (how economical and profitable are those silly gimmicks anyway?). Probably exploiting all the traffic to try and make money, so the business owner doesn’t have to…

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Sleeping and Resting Versus. Being Awake and Producing

Tonight, I fight the desire to stay awake and work on a few things. I thought of things for my self-help book and had to write them down. That tendency happened often when I was a hardcore writer way back. I don’t write as often creatively anymore, but I do plan on getting back to it. The desire to write won out, even though I was lying in bed and had chewed a melatonin Olly gummy. Being excited about ideas…

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The Future: Forks In The Road and Things That Could Be | Grad School and Personal Projects

Happiness comes from many different mediums, and one of those is being excited about the future. Everyone is always happy in the moment when they know they have something fun to look forward to in the month. I applied to grad schools about a month ago — I totally forgot how long and tedious of a process applying to colleges can be. Whether applying to graduate school was easier or more difficult than applying to undergraduate school, I’m not sure…

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Rethinking One’s Life Before It’s Too Late

During my lunch break, as I usually do, I was reading (this time browsing on Facebook), but then I thought… Why don’t I do something more useful and productive instead, like a blog post, which is what I’m now doing as I finish a pizza in one hand and type this on my phone with another. With the pizza all nommed nommed, I can now finish this blog post with two hands (or two thumbs).   I was thinking about,…

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To Work Or Not To Work, That Is The Question…And Due To Formed Habits

I recently transferred my hosting platform for my sites, so I finally can post again! I shut off my laptop planning to go to bed… But a thought was nagging me to make a blog post, especially since I can make one again. I’m pretty sure I saw a vagrant or homeless person on my way home from work. He had two big bags of his stuff. It makes me appreciative of the small things. Being able to be housed.…

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GRE Exam Practice: Issue Essay and Argument Essay

Hey, everyone! I’m taking the GRE Exam on Tuesday (super fun!… kinda), and I’ve been taking practice exams. I just completed two practice essays, and I thought I’d share them. These essays need to be written in 30 minutes, so there may be some minor errors and logical fallacies, but they’re pretty much accurate. With that much time, the brain is going to reach for whatever examples it knows and use those ones immediately, because there’s not TOO much time…

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I Moved Into an Apartment! | First Move | Part 1

When it came time to finally move, I was very nervous and scared. But everything has turned out okay. I had a great deal of help from family, be it them lending their services, vehicle, or giving away things we needed for our first move. It was really incredible and awesome how much help we received. If it weren’t for all that help, it would have been a bad move. Here is the post that I wrote on Facebook after…

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