Life Purpose

Half Empty, Half Full | Empty, Full | Refill, Drink, Empty, Refill

I did notice that the past few posts here have been rather… morbid. Depressing. True. But sometimes, that’s how life is. Those were real moments in my life. Some of those things I didn’t know I felt. People experience those things and don’t have to write about them or choose to not write about them or don’t want to write about them. For me, it’s a natural thing to do. To write about it. I’ve had plenty of good moments…

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Truth

It’s one of those times you have to write — I have to write — because the emotions are overwhelming, and there is no choice. So many thoughts and emotions, where to start, and where to end? How does one even begin to untangle years and years of thoughts and — after I had wrote that, my computer froze. It rarely freezes. Unbelievable. Then I had to wait ten minutes to get back here to write more because I don’t…

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A Reflection on One’s Past Hard Work & Passion

Reflecting on life — I need to write another blogpost for therapy purposes; I need to tell of my ambitions, my hopes, my dreams, my desires, those old, present, and new. Like a lot of writers, I wrote a lot. It started in high school, hundreds of thousands of words on manuscripts, meant only for my eyes. I tried to get published, and I did receive some encouraging rejection letters from literary agents. When I wrote another book during my…

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Life Feels A Bit Empty (Love Sucks) | Feeling The Past and Letting It Go, and Now It Doesn’t

I just recently changed the theme from the website from New Gamer to Ascendant, and the website looks much nicer and cleaner. I used to really enjoy blogging, but right now, I feel like so many things are pointless. Recently, life has just felt… empty. Silent. Disconnected. Just there. I used to enjoy sharing my feelings. Now, I’m afraid that one blog post or one thing I do will define who I am. I’ve missed writing. Perhaps that is one…

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Life’s Infinite Loop: Life Can Be Exhausting, Especially When Stuck in an Infinite Loop; Wait Till It Ends?

Right now, it’s 3:14 A.M. I’m pretty exhausted from the work week and from doing graduate school work. I also still try to do hobbies. I guess I at least have a good reason to be tired and exhausted from having such a jam packed schedule. I wanted to start a website for my pillow idea, but I feel that I don’t have the time, especially the money even, because the utility bill is due and then so is rent…

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Sleeping and Resting Versus. Being Awake and Producing

Tonight, I fight the desire to stay awake and work on a few things. I thought of things for my self-help book and had to write them down. That tendency happened often when I was a hardcore writer way back. I don’t write as often creatively anymore, but I do plan on getting back to it. The desire to write won out, even though I was lying in bed and had chewed a melatonin Olly gummy. Being excited about ideas…

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The Future: Forks In The Road and Things That Could Be | Grad School and Personal Projects

Happiness comes from many different mediums, and one of those is being excited about the future. Everyone is always happy in the moment when they know they have something fun to look forward to in the month. I applied to grad schools about a month ago — I totally forgot how long and tedious of a process applying to colleges can be. Whether applying to graduate school was easier or more difficult than applying to undergraduate school, I’m not sure…

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Rethinking One’s Life Before It’s Too Late

During my lunch break, as I usually do, I was reading (this time browsing on Facebook), but then I thought… Why don’t I do something more useful and productive instead, like a blog post, which is what I’m now doing as I finish a pizza in one hand and type this on my phone with another. With the pizza all nommed nommed, I can now finish this blog post with two hands (or two thumbs).   I was thinking about,…

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To Work Or Not To Work, That Is The Question…And Due To Formed Habits

I recently transferred my hosting platform for my sites, so I finally can post again! I shut off my laptop planning to go to bed… But a thought was nagging me to make a blog post, especially since I can make one again. I’m pretty sure I saw a vagrant or homeless person on my way home from work. He had two big bags of his stuff. It makes me appreciative of the small things. Being able to be housed.…

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I Moved Into an Apartment! | First Move | Part 1

When it came time to finally move, I was very nervous and scared. But everything has turned out okay. I had a great deal of help from family, be it them lending their services, vehicle, or giving away things we needed for our first move. It was really incredible and awesome how much help we received. If it weren’t for all that help, it would have been a bad move. Here is the post that I wrote on Facebook after…

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