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A Reflection On Life | Relationships & Work (Every Relationship I Can Remember Ever)

I want to write whatever my writer brain wants to write, and this is what it wants to write about, since I’ve been dating and working so much lately. I thought it would be an interesting challenge to write down every romantic interest I’ve had throughout my life. I’m in the mood to complain. Though I’m certainly not perfect, neither is anyone else. There were good moments, but I will focus on the bad, because that’s what I want to…

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A Bad Moment, A Bad Day, Or A Bad Life, Or A Bad Perspective?

I’ve thought about my life way too much lately — the people I’ve met, the experiences I’ve had. Today has been an off day, and so was yesterday, so I’m more looking at the realist and pessimistic side than my usual optimistic side.   I’ve been tired of people, just a lot of people, and the world I’ve been brought to. I understand people and life are complex, but man it hasn’t been fun lately. I’ve worried about meeting the…

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A Secret of Happiness Is Doing Nothing…Sometimes

Today I woke up and had a bunch of random thoughts, feelings, and memories racing through my head; kind of like people usually get before sleep, but this time upon waking up and being tired enough to want to go back to sleep or to just lie in bed. I hear birds cawing outside — pretty annoying. I was wondering if all this pursuit to better things is making me miserable or if it’s only a temporary feeling. Like Einstein…

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Half Empty, Half Full | Empty, Full | Refill, Drink, Empty, Refill

I did notice that the past few posts here have been rather… morbid. Depressing. True. But sometimes, that’s how life is. Those were real moments in my life. Some of those things I didn’t know I felt. People experience those things and don’t have to write about them or choose to not write about them or don’t want to write about them. For me, it’s a natural thing to do. To write about it. I’ve had plenty of good moments…

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Truth

It’s one of those times you have to write — I have to write — because the emotions are overwhelming, and there is no choice. So many thoughts and emotions, where to start, and where to end? How does one even begin to untangle years and years of thoughts and — after I had wrote that, my computer froze. It rarely freezes. Unbelievable. Then I had to wait ten minutes to get back here to write more because I don’t…

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A Reflection on One’s Past Hard Work & Passion

Reflecting on life — I need to write another blogpost for therapy purposes; I need to tell of my ambitions, my hopes, my dreams, my desires, those old, present, and new. Like a lot of writers, I wrote a lot. It started in high school, hundreds of thousands of words on manuscripts, meant only for my eyes. I tried to get published, and I did receive some encouraging rejection letters from literary agents. When I wrote another book during my…

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Life Feels A Bit Empty (Love Sucks) | Feeling The Past and Letting It Go, and Now It Doesn’t

I just recently changed the theme from the website from New Gamer to Ascendant, and the website looks much nicer and cleaner. I used to really enjoy blogging, but right now, I feel like so many things are pointless. Recently, life has just felt… empty. Silent. Disconnected. Just there. I used to enjoy sharing my feelings. Now, I’m afraid that one blog post or one thing I do will define who I am. I’ve missed writing. Perhaps that is one…

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The Future: Forks In The Road and Things That Could Be | Grad School and Personal Projects

Happiness comes from many different mediums, and one of those is being excited about the future. Everyone is always happy in the moment when they know they have something fun to look forward to in the month. I applied to grad schools about a month ago — I totally forgot how long and tedious of a process applying to colleges can be. Whether applying to graduate school was easier or more difficult than applying to undergraduate school, I’m not sure…

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Rethinking One’s Life Before It’s Too Late

During my lunch break, as I usually do, I was reading (this time browsing on Facebook), but then I thought… Why don’t I do something more useful and productive instead, like a blog post, which is what I’m now doing as I finish a pizza in one hand and type this on my phone with another. With the pizza all nommed nommed, I can now finish this blog post with two hands (or two thumbs).   I was thinking about,…

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To Work Or Not To Work, That Is The Question…And Due To Formed Habits

I recently transferred my hosting platform for my sites, so I finally can post again! I shut off my laptop planning to go to bed… But a thought was nagging me to make a blog post, especially since I can make one again. I’m pretty sure I saw a vagrant or homeless person on my way home from work. He had two big bags of his stuff. It makes me appreciative of the small things. Being able to be housed.…

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