I’ve thought about my life way too much lately — the people I’ve met, the experiences I’ve had. Today has been an off day, and so was yesterday, so I’m more looking at the realist and pessimistic side than my usual optimistic side.   I’ve been tired of people, just a lot of people, and the world I’ve been brought to. I understand people and life are complex, but man it hasn’t been fun lately. I’ve worried about meeting the…