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A Reflection On Life | Relationships & Work (Every Relationship I Can Remember Ever)

I want to write whatever my writer brain wants to write, and this is what it wants to write about, since I’ve been dating and working so much lately. I thought it would be an interesting challenge to write down every romantic interest I’ve had throughout my life. I’m in the mood to complain. Though I’m certainly not perfect, neither is anyone else. There were good moments, but I will focus on the bad, because that’s what I want to…

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Forever Shape-shifting Puzzle Pieces | Relationships

I don’t even know where to begin. Girl wanted to stop talking because I said love you too soon despite hanging out many times; mainly said it because she had distance issues, and I even brought her favorite wine and candles over. Another who wants to make zero attempt at making it work or pulling her weight; I drove over an hour and a half for her and paid for a hotel. I met another for coffee and worked out…

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A Bad Moment, A Bad Day, Or A Bad Life, Or A Bad Perspective?

I’ve thought about my life way too much lately — the people I’ve met, the experiences I’ve had. Today has been an off day, and so was yesterday, so I’m more looking at the realist and pessimistic side than my usual optimistic side.   I’ve been tired of people, just a lot of people, and the world I’ve been brought to. I understand people and life are complex, but man it hasn’t been fun lately. I’ve worried about meeting the…

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A Secret of Happiness Is Doing Nothing…Sometimes

Today I woke up and had a bunch of random thoughts, feelings, and memories racing through my head; kind of like people usually get before sleep, but this time upon waking up and being tired enough to want to go back to sleep or to just lie in bed. I hear birds cawing outside — pretty annoying. I was wondering if all this pursuit to better things is making me miserable or if it’s only a temporary feeling. Like Einstein…

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Truth

It’s one of those times you have to write — I have to write — because the emotions are overwhelming, and there is no choice. So many thoughts and emotions, where to start, and where to end? How does one even begin to untangle years and years of thoughts and — after I had wrote that, my computer froze. It rarely freezes. Unbelievable. Then I had to wait ten minutes to get back here to write more because I don’t…

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A Reflection on One’s Past Hard Work & Passion

Reflecting on life — I need to write another blogpost for therapy purposes; I need to tell of my ambitions, my hopes, my dreams, my desires, those old, present, and new. Like a lot of writers, I wrote a lot. It started in high school, hundreds of thousands of words on manuscripts, meant only for my eyes. I tried to get published, and I did receive some encouraging rejection letters from literary agents. When I wrote another book during my…

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I Moved Into an Apartment! | First Move | Part 1

When it came time to finally move, I was very nervous and scared. But everything has turned out okay. I had a great deal of help from family, be it them lending their services, vehicle, or giving away things we needed for our first move. It was really incredible and awesome how much help we received. If it weren’t for all that help, it would have been a bad move. Here is the post that I wrote on Facebook after…

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My Introversion and Obsession with Productivity

When I dont create something or do something I value during the day, i can grow unbelievably cranky. I need to make some progress in making a Youtube video or editing it, writing a book, exercising at the gym, creating content for my websites, learning something new, etc, or it will be the only thing my mind will think about and I’ll become extremely edgy. I wouldve stayed inside if other people–my mom, girlfriend, and dad–didnt invite me to do…

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